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[24 May 2004|04:20pm] |
this weekend should have killed me, literally. i need to tone it down, aahah. slept with my lover last night & were lazy asses with 1245 waffle breakfasts & 300 in n out lunch, watching home improvement & wayyy too much INFERNO. my seinor ditch day is being spent inside, in bed, with bridget jones' diary, mr.smier & a lil lady.
im the next bridget jones, sadly.
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[23 May 2004|12:22pm] |
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sweethearts & romantics, you're a dying breed.
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[22 May 2004|07:36pm] |
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yeah, you should have listened to your friends. you would have never gotten yourself into this mess. im exactly what they said.
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| whos house, wills houseeeee |
[22 May 2004|01:04pm] |
yesterday i was unable to walk into classes & pretend everything was copasetic. unwilling friends led me to walk from my school past sherman way to ventura & took the 161 to the 150 bus home, first time rider. the mom locked me out & so i went to camerons & chilled all day there & yardan came over & tripped me the fuck out. ash picked me up & went home to watch the rest of love actually bonding with mr. international ian, marissa and mary. the rest of the girls came over & sean & we were off taurus style to 7-11 then wills. i've never partied with people from school & it was the trippiest shit ever. i ended up with glass in my feet, a broken sandal, soaked shirt, bruised legs & god knows what else. everyone was really red & talked really close. it was extremely entertaining from what i recall, not much. car ride home was CHA reunion belligerent style and all the girls & sean & ryan came back to ash's & chilled the fuck out ending the night on a water bed with passed out sarah, ryan and my lover ashley cannoodling & a parental tv lock.
senior breakfast at 9 & we were all unwilling. we picked the coldest table & everyone had the same look on their face from last night while we fought over bread. 1/2 the student body wasn't in the slide show, i for sure wasn't & i liked mr. sauters speech most. the idea of senior year alone is depressing, even if i don't talk to more than 1/2 of you, i'll miss you.
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[20 May 2004|08:47pm] |
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k, i had an amazing day & i <3 girl talk with ash, lindsay & lindsey til dusk & beyond & ash would like me to state that ellen degeneres is the shit.
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[20 May 2004|03:24pm] |
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ditched mass with ashley today to meet richard and marissa to go see new york minute. i undeniably love that movie and was severely jealous of the twins & their movie match boys. we were the only 4 in the theater & we were extreamely loud & it was extremely fun. we parted & ash & i rushed to meet festa and mr. international ian & video tape with a camcorder from the begining of time. we're watching home improvement now & i made the wrong idea of putting on bronzer. a white person's no no.
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| prom |
[19 May 2004|10:33pm] |
yeah that guys my best friend
( Ein )
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| SW33T D3AL |
[18 May 2004|09:05pm] |
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i want to know what i want
i want things to work (out) already
i want to know what the fuck is going on
i want things to be okay by now
i want to make people happy
i want things to make me happy
i want to BE happy
i want YOU to be happy
i want my mom to be happy
i want my dad to quit being a diqq
i want to be productive
i want to stay home on friday nights with huge blankets & unneeded over sized pillows & bullshit like that
i want to sit and reminisce with you again, many yous there are
i want to not be like how i am more than 1/3 of the time
i want college to be a definite answer
i want to do things right
i want a silk screen press in my backyard
i want to not have such a messy house
i want to not need you, ahaha anyone?
i want to for sure not be codependent
i want to do arts in crafts with someone that likes macaroni necklaces
i want to get my tattoo's already (script & side piece)
i want more people to use my tattoo flashes
i want someone to take me the fuck way
i want to sing every god forsaken terrible song at the top of my lungs
i want to think its all okay & it actually be okay
i want to not eat as much
i want everyone to know how much i miss them
i want everyone to know how much i really love them, care about them
i want to stop crying when i know i shouldn't even bother
i want to stop reading old memories
i want to make some new ones
i want to not love yellowcard so much
i want to stop making bad decisions
i want people to buy my art
i want my cannon to work & stop skipping frames
i want to kill stupid bitches
i want to be good at what i do
i want to not bruise easily
i want to make cookies, but eat all the batter
i want to not be so fucking emotional
i want to not feel like im alone on this one
i want to stop hurting people
i want to fucking grow up
i want to move on
i want to move away
i want to find whatever im looking for
i want to go to GERMANY already
i want to do my backpacking trip through greece & italy
i want it to be summer already so i can leave & go & so you people can get rid of me finally
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[17 May 2004|11:29pm] |
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i fucking love cameron & fuck she lives down the fucking street, fuckin g love it.
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| POUND OUT FOR REAL |
[17 May 2004|07:26pm] |
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i go to school _____ __ & i don't care. now im at richards watching JACKIE BROWN getting over bullshit learning GERMAN, for the 2nd time. Ficken Sie Ihr gebrochenes Herz! Ich mag Sie besser ernüchtern, Ficke mein Leben.
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[16 May 2004|06:07pm] |
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really, nothing is keeping me here, and i'm sure nothing will keep me anywhere, because there won't be anything there either.
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[15 May 2004|11:42pm] |
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ryan, chris, andy & friend went to melrose & i got cranky from lack of food & i was extreamly tired & constantly passed out & of course, poor. its now THE REAL WORLD in the fenny residence, dramatic episode part II.
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| PROM 2004, SPRING BREAK '92 |
[15 May 2004|11:43am] |
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last night was prom at the califorina science center with the best date EVER! lost my $110 shoes in 10 minutes, so over it & gave shit to hadi for our undecorated party bus as they confiscated my reds, fuck that. richard & i ran around the center like lil fuckin kids running into everyone & it was amazingly fun, taking tons of pictures & group shots & shit like that. danced my lil heart out with all my girls & homies, mah main squeezes though were ash & katie & brittany & i being obnoxious. so loud, so all over the place, oh my god, so much fun, perhaps ever,haha. on the bus ride back, richard & i were way overly entertained by the magic tricks on tv. changed in the car for post prom & no one would fucking sumo me coz i'd dominate, danced a lil to hard, gals a lil too... yeah & marissa wanted to go so i threw up on the side of the road & off to fenny's we went & passed out there & were early/extreamly late lazy bums <3. SERIOUSLY, BEST NIGHT OF MY FUCKING LIFE, i had the best date ever, richard, my best fucking friend, doesn't get much better, all my friends, dirty dancin & shiet, hell yeah HELL YEAH. & now im straight chillin with fenny, chris, andy and ryan, anddddddd ryan just lit my hair on fire anddddddd im rippin off these god damn nails.
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| fuck you yellowcard |
[13 May 2004|07:33pm] |
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richard & i carpool, like that fucking amazing early 90s movie. school was WAY GAY and i SO DON'T come in dresscode even remotly, and i SO DON'T give a shit. volcoms using my images for the summer prints, cool BRAH! & richard left, so i was bumbed & then i got picked up from school & marc took me for in n out & the poke doc. we sat infront of spencers house for a good 45 minutes because he wasn't fucking home, so we left to go home & now his moms making me dinner. i love this. ahaha. proms tomorrow, so many last minute things need to be done & i haven't even touched on, fuqq, eh. whats up with moody people? lame.
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| yeah, i miss you. |
[12 May 2004|08:28pm] |
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i really miss yuki, and alex cross, and chrisface, and adam, and yardan, and brad, and eric, and tony, and heather, and carinne, and jayson, and hunter, and paul, and dorian, and allen, and austin, and wallie, and matty d, and bean, and paria, and kay, and matt, and brittany, and marissa, and amanda, and cody, and tiffy, and cortney marie, and marc, and spencer, and andy, and fenny, and nat, and the beaver, and danny, and the mammoth krew, and even people who hate me, people like sterling.
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| thats enough static outta you |
[12 May 2004|05:12pm] |
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another day i was unable to move, no school again, my "physical therapy" is ACUPUNCTURE! & massage therapy, im not complaining. day 3 visit <3 & unfading smiles, alskjdflaksjf. then richard picked me up & we went shopping. make-up $$$ cards at disposal & got gangos locos vato earings for prom. we're gunna have so much fucking fun, richard makes me love my life, i love my best friend! we're home and watching movies for school, cos we're lame &&&& im way fucked up, about to pass the fuck out :]. there's a chunck missing outta my tooth, awesome.
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| YOUR SHITS IN THE TRASH |
[11 May 2004|07:37pm] |
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i got a nice lil visit & then took a nice lil visit to the doctors. their idea of getting better is loading me with vicodin & somas, eh. my mom saw my surfaces, she doesn't give a fuqq, she took me shopping.
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| 1st time driving in a month: |
[10 May 2004|05:29pm] |
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i just got into the worst car crash in my entire life, thus far. i got hit on the freeway, fast lane, and i swerved, and i swerved, and i swerved & smashed into the center divider, flipping my car around. i got hit again, by a truck, which spun me again & there i sat facing traffic & somehow made it to the shoulder. i couldn't open my door, i had to climb through the window & i fell into oncoming slow lane traffic throwing up blood. somewhere in there, air bags deployed and hit my face & my body turned to goo. there was a lot of hitting, and a lot of smoke, and a lot of spinning, and a lot of loud noises. don't remember too much, paramedics came & there were a lot of people on the side of the road & a nice man called my mom & rubbed my back while my eyes ran & blood spewed. needless to say, my car is completely totaled. i came out the ER & ryan, matt & ian were there with soaked eyes, i was happy they were there. then my moms boyfriend or whatever the fuck took it upon himself to yell at me for 20 minutes and tell me im a bad person. shit totally goes my way. come take care of me already.
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[09 May 2004|06:22pm] |
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you're diggin on me, and im diggin on you. this is a good thing, very good :]
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